ReKill, A Thriller by John Cameron Chapter 11

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Chapter 11

David made the new patient appointment. BAD drove him. It would be kind of lame to make an appointment about his eyes and then drive himself, right? The Doctor’s office was off his house, like something from an old movie. There were a couple of old, broke-dick, white guys, and some fat, old, white chicks sitting in the waiting room. The little nurse behind the counter was hot. She wore lots of makeup and a pushup bra and had a perfect tan and teeth and tight little scrubs across her hot little ass. When she filled out the new patient form on David she acted all stuck up and shit, but BAD knew she needed it.

He sat acting all hard case, ignoring the bitch. They made their appointment for right at closing time. When everyone else left the little slut called David. David followed her into the exam room. When she came out, he walked over to stand by her across the counter. She tried to act all cold, but by then he could smell it.

“I need to make sure David doesn’t forget to tell the Doc something.”

She gave him that cold bitch smile and said, “Let me know what it is and I will add it to the patient file.”

“It’s kind of complicated. I need to tell him myself.” He opened the door and walked into the exam room. The little slut followed him in, protesting, like he gave a fuck. He closed the door.

That was the signal. The Doc was sitting behind his desk writing shit down. Dave reached over and dragged him across the desk by his tie. The bitch actually tried to stop him! BAD grabbed her by the neck and gave her a little squeeze so her knees buckled.

The Doc said, “Hold on! If this is a robbery, we’ve only got a little cash and the only narcotics we have are in my emergency bag. I…”

David laughed and slapped him, his hand moving so fast it didn’t seem possible. He split the doc’s lip and knocked the glasses off his face.

BAD said, “This ain’t no fucking robbery. Sit down in your chair while we explain it. And tell the bitch to shut the fuck up.”

The Doc sat down in his chair.

David reached into the folder he was carrying, took out sheets of paper, and handed them to the Doc. The Doc glanced through them. His face went white. “Where did you get this? This is obviously some kind of misunderstanding. I’m sure we can work something out…”

David slapped him again, nearly knocking him out of his chair. God that motherfucker was fast. While David was slapping the Doc, he was busy playing with the bitch’s ass.

David said, “It’s not a misunderstanding. I want you to clearly explain to me what it is. And there is no way you could have done it without this woman’s help.”

The Nurse said, “I told you we were getting greedy, that–”

Now it was BAD’s turn to have some fun. He slapped her with an open hand and then a backhand. Her eyes went funny.

The Doc was crying. BAD sipped his pain and fear, enough to enjoy it, but not enough to lose his concentration. The woman wasn’t afraid yet. He’d bet she’d always been able to trade the pussy for safety.

David, real quiet like, playing it perfect, said: “Tell me what the papers prove.”

The Doc, almost whispering, explained, “The papers show that I, we, falsified Medi-Cal claims. They also show that I prescribed oxycodone, Vicodin, codeine and other controlled substances to non-existent Medi-Cal and Medicaid patients.”

“What else?” David asked.

“The papers show we ran unnecessary tests and ordered unnecessary medical supplies.”

“What happens when we give this information to the CMA, MBC and the DA?”

The Doc stared down at the floor and said, “I lose my medical license and go to prison. Julie loses her nurse’s license and goes to prison.”

David smiled and pulled out more papers and said, “You got us all wrong. We aren’t here to put you in prison. We are here to make sure you don’t go to prison. Take this information and put it in the right medical file.”

He handed the information over to the Doc who looked at it and said, “I don’t understand. Even if I do that, the original samples are with the pathologist and they will show this isn’t true.”

David smiled again and said, “Don’t you worry about that. We got that taken care of too. We are what you might call thorough.”

The Doc said, “I don’t have much choice, do I?”

BAD talked then, “You don’t have any choice, but you think you’re smart, don’t you, being a Doctor and shit, and this fucking bitch, she thinks she’s smart too, don’t she? You aren’t afraid enough. Cut one of his balls off.”

The bitch didn’t try to help this time. The Doc struggled and whined like a pussy and pissed himself when Dave sliced open his trousers. Dave said, “I’m not going to cut you today, but you got to know we are serious.”

With that BAD pushed the nurse against the exam table and ripped her scrubs down to expose her tight little ass. It was as tanned as the rest of her. And, like he’d known, she was already dripping wet.

“No, please, she’s my daughter…”

They made the Doc watch. Once they got the bitch going she was a screaming machine.

 

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ReKill, a thriller by John Cameron Chapter 10

Chapter 10

 

Lee set an alarm for six, wanting to help Heather fix dinner. She woke early as the smell of garlic roasting slipped up the stairs under the small gap at the bottom of the door and leaped into her nose. She knew her man was awake and working away at Mike’s dilemma. And she knew she couldn’t ask about it before he was ready or it might go away. She had watched him struggle out of sleep, thankful the nightmares seemed to be going away, closed her eyes and steadied her breathing so he wouldn’t try to be strong for her. She didn’t want anything to interfere with the solution she was absolutely sure her man would come up with to help his friend.

She lay in bed practicing witchcraft. She was perfectly comfortable calling it witchcraft. She knew most would call it some kind of ESP. One person’s science was another person’s sorcery. She knew basic science, but what happened in an integrated circuit in her iPhone might as well be magic to her. She kept her breathing steady, grabbed the cup on the nightstand with her mind and lifted. She could feel the weight of the cup in her mind as if it were in her hand. She tightened her brain around the cup and lifted with all her mental might. One of the things that made her gift so difficult to control was that she didn’t have time to practice it.

She reached out with her hands to type on her computer, to floss, to apply make-up, to lift weights and a thousand other things. She now did those things unconsciously with a mastery acquired from far more time than it took to master most skills. Life was practice. Her witchcraft was something else.

She discovered her gift as a child and practiced secretly for long hours. In her mind, weight wasn’t weight, size wasn’t size and directions weren’t as simple as up, down left and right. There were no manuals, no Telekinesis for Dummies on Amazon, and no users’ groups she could join. Well, she suspected there were users groups, but she knew better than to join a group of strangers. Jack stirred. She set the cup down, purred and snuggled into the space he made for her.

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JACK MADE a place for Lee to lay her head on his shoulder. She felt great, but after a few minutes Lee slipped out of bed and headed downstairs.

Jack could feel something nagging at him as he lay half-asleep, but he couldn’t grasp it. He knew if he tried to force the thought, it wouldn’t come. He rested under the quilt enjoying the odors and anticipation of a meal thoroughly enjoyed. The faint piano of “Sea” from George Winston’s Autumn came from speakers he didn’t try to locate.

Jack breathed slowly in and out. A very wise woman once told him to concentrate on his exhale and his inhale would take care of itself.

His mind tried to go to work. He talked his brain into indolence.

The thought came back, as Jack had known it would.

Jack remembered Mike saying something about the Real Estate Investment Trust, or REIT, that won the bid to build and run the prison. As Jack recalled, it was called Citizen Safe.

Jack owned some REITS, but not many, and none that owned prisons. REITS had been in vogue in the high-tax, loophole-ridden seventies and into the early eighties. REITs used to have tax breaks of more than the dollar amount invested-at one time, as much as a six-dollar tax credit to each dollar invested. Those tax breaks had slowly been eliminated over the years. That started the slide in popularity for REITs.

The deflation in land and building values in the late eighties and early nineties finished off most of the REITs. The lack of return in the equity markets, along with the bubble in Real Estate prices after the turn of the century, made REITs the rage again. . Then the bubble burst. So most of them weren’t doing so well. This one, CitizenSafe Public Safety REIT, stuck in his mind.

The guy who ran CitizenSafe, Inc. was “Little Gianni” Rizzuto. Gianni was close to Jack’s height, but probably tipped the scales at three-fifty. Gianni had a face that would be described as cherubic until you looked at his eyes. Jack met him at a seminar someone dragged him to a few years back. Gianni had been on the way to legend before he hit some bumps in the road. Some were comparing his knack for picking real estate to Warren Buffett’s in stocks. Gianni’s ego was as big as Buffett’s, but he wasn’t nearly as charming.

Jack had known men and women who were business savants. These people were head and shoulders above their competitors. They shared common characteristics. Their businesses were their hobbies, combining avocation and vocation. They spent long hours six, and many times seven days a week building and running their businesses. They all had absolute confidence in their ability to succeed.

He often wondered what came first: huge ego or huge success? It is a chicken and egg thing. They had enough confidence in themselves to go on in the face of overwhelming odds. Their egos drove them through the exhaustion of late nights and the grind of sales call after sales call. They hung in through endless hours of negotiation and kept their eye on the prize. Success bred ego that in turn bred success. These men and women had another characteristic in common. They were brilliant, and this overall intelligence came through even in every day conversation, if you could get them into everyday conversation, that is. Something about Gianni didn’t fit that mold.

DINNER had been a feast of garlic and a diet for conversation. Lee and Heather talked clothes, soccer, and music. Mike didn’t talk about anything. So they ate. Then they ate some more. They ate roast garlic on hard little breads as an appetizer, Caesar salad, and a chicken dish that seemed to be more garlic than chicken. Heather called it her ‘Chicken Killed Dead by Garlic.’ They had garlic mashed potatoes and garlic fries. They ate garlic ice cream. It was the Gilroy Garlic Festival for four.

 

THE next morning broke crisp and clear. Mike was in his upstairs office working on a project with three other DealMaker partners.. Lee ran Heather over to a girlfriend’s house a half hour away. The girls were practicing for their first performance. They were the only all-girl Ska band in the Trinity Alps. For all he knew, they were the only all-girl Ska band in this spiral arm of the Milky Way. Lee stayed a while and came back to report that the girls jammed at a near professional level and talked about boys as if they didn’t care.

Mike suggested a Boulder Lakes hike. The one they chose was only three-miles in with a seven hundred fifty foot elevation gain. The Trinity Alps were as different from the Sierras as they were from the San Gabriel Mountains. The highest point in the Trinities was a little over nine thousand feet, but the peaks were snow covered until June and in late spring years, July. There were actually a couple of small glaciers. The rain shadow existed in the Trinities, but because the North Coast received so much rain, there was a little rain even in summer. Lee drove them back through town and then up highway 3.

As they drove through town the wave of hatred hit Jack like a fist. He looked around trying to find the source. Nothing. But, it had been there. Jack had a gift, or a curse, depending. He could tell when danger approached, not always, but often. Maybe it was some combination of genetics. He was a mongrel or a hybrid, according to your view. He was Scots, Irish, English, German, Scotch-Irish, French, Native American, and probably, from his mother’s people who thought they had owned slaves, African.

Captain Yan thought it was a mutation caused by radiation from Atomic Bomb tests. Jack didn’t know or care. All he knew was that he had used his gift to keep his A-Team out of three ambushes. Too bad he wasn’t around to save them from the last one. He shook himself and looked to see if Lee had noticed the change in him. She was concentrating on avoiding the random driving of the tourists.

The trail-head was more than an hour away because after the forty miles of good road they hit the turn-off just south of Coffee Creek. Eleven miles later they stopped at the trailhead. It was a beautiful eleven miles, steep, slow, and scenic. They crossed unnamed little creeks and passed a couple of logging operations as they looked out over the Trinity River. Nearer the trailhead they could see granite peaks peering through.

He didn’t mind the loggers because their fees paid for the road. The piles of hardwood logs and slash were called YUM piles. YUM stood for Yarded Un-merchantable Material. The YUM might be ugly, but they cut down on fire danger and insect predation. The young seedlings had an easier time not fighting against opposition that couldn’t go through a mill.

The last three quarters of a mile was rough and narrow enough to make them glad they borrowed one of Mike’s four-by-fours. Cross county driving was nothing like the mad dashes they showed on TV or in the movies. Unless you had stolen the vehicle and wanted to destroy said vehicle, it was slow and careful.

Lee said, “On the surface it seems Mike had a point about it being too pat. American English has many curious idioms. Is that from the poker player’s ‘A pat hand?’”

He wasn’t an etymologist, but it sounded right. “I think it’s from cards. I don’t know enough about construction projects and the effects of the Endangered Species Act on them. It would be an easy thing to check. We’ll have someone work the statistics on big construction projects and the acts. Some association probably already has the data. There are so many word of mouth stories about environmental laws either stopping or modifying construction projects that I don’t think it’s unusual.”

The parking lot, unlike the trail, was wide and flat. There was only one other car. It was next to the stand covering the self-serve station for wilderness permits. They filled out the ludicrous form, left it in the box, and took their copy.

The trailhead was right at 5,000 feet. Two weeks earlier a cold snap dropped eleven inches of snow down to 3500 feet. They checked the weather report very carefully. At the first whiff of moisture they would run for home even though they were right in the middle of what was supposed to be a five-day warming trend. There was only one thing certain about mountain weather and that was uncertainty. Technology was wonderful. In his kit he had a compass, map, GPS and a satellite phone. He would get a text on the satellite phone with any major weather change. Only someone who had been in the infantry knew how important weather could be.

They started slow, more of a stroll than a hike. He loved the clean smell of outside washed by the condensation of the crisp morning. The trail started with a steady three quarter mile climb through woods to the gentle ridge-top. The trees were mostly Western White and Lodge Pole Pine, with some Shasta and White Fir thrown in for variety. Sadler Oaks made up most of the undergrowth. They crossed over the ridge and headed toward Boulder Lake Cirque. The down trail was a little steeper and the view even better with granite domes at the cirque’s head. Pond lilies cover most of the shallow lake they could just make out through the dense woods on its shore. The trail was mostly clear enough of snow for hiking boots but they had to strap on the snow shoes a couple of times in deep shadow.

Watching Lee enjoy herself was a big part of his pleasure.

“What a view!” she shouted as they turned a corner and looked down a thousand feet into the canyon.

“Smell that air! It’s so good. Let’s take some home in a bottle. We could take it out and breathe it whenever we want. Look!” She pointed to gray squirrels arguing over turf in the middle branches of an Oak.

His knee felt good, with the stiffness gone in minutes. It was a great feeling to be bio-mechanically healthier at forty than he had been in his twenties. Lee’s knee needed some work too, but it was fine now. It felt good to do normal, everyday things to work their bodies, instead of rehabilitation at a gym or physical therapist’s office. He knew he’d taken his strength for granted, but stamina was something he never realized he had until it was gone. The hike that day marked his stamina’s return.

They nibbled trail mix on the way up, having finished the thermos of steaming mochas in the car. Lunch was dried fruit, bagels with pistachio butter, Tabbouleh, applesauce, and hard, dark chocolate. They ate sitting in the beautiful wooded flat near the jump-able creek that was the lake’s only outlet. In late spring when the creek was a conduit for snowmelt, it would carry fifty times the water. They drank in its beauty and then destroyed the quiet talking about prisons.

“Why do you need so many prisons here?” Lee asked.

His mind, being a graveyard for useless information, spit out statistics. “There were a little short of 200,000 people in prison, state, and federal, in 1971. By 1990, that number had grown to over seven hundred thousand, and now there are over two million people incarcerated. The US has more people incarcerated, per capita, than any other country in the world. Here in California there are about 120,000 people in prison and it takes almost seventy thousand people to warehouse them.”

“That’s not what I mean. I know there are more prisons and prisoners, but why? Crime is going down, not up, isn’t it?”

“There are a lot more prisoners despite there being less crime. The fascists would say there is less crime because there are more prisoners. In a simplistic way they are right. Many career criminals are in prison because of mandatory sentencing.”

A Red-Tailed Hawk landed in a nearby tree. The other natives went quiet.

“Because of our drug laws, a hard-case ghetto boy, or lately a ghetto girl, can become a millionaire. They simply get a couple of friends to get a couple of friends to sell drugs to hookers, burglars and car thieves. Or, more usually, sell to simple, every day folks who use drugs along with their booze. The rewards are huge and the risks aren’t great. When you get caught enough, you hang out in prison. There you get to enjoy the drama, take good drugs, and learn more about crime. Unfortunately, the fallout from our idiotic laws is toughest on young black men. If current trends continue, one in three black men born today will spend time in prison.”

“What’s the solution?” Lee asked.

“There is no solution. The iron triangle of the lawyers, courts, and ‘corrections officers’ is the most powerful single lobby in California. It’s even more powerful than the California Teachers Association. As long as they are well served by more bodies in the system, there will be more bodies. As long as there is so much profit and employment from having drugs be illegal, they will remain illegal.”

JACK AWOKE from the post-exercise, early evening nap that was becoming a habit with them. He tried to grab part of a thought. His mind was full of ‘beds in operation’ and ‘beds under construction’ and ‘revenue per compensated man/day’ versus ‘expense of compensated man/day.’ He should never nap after reading annual reports. He had downloaded annual reports for The Geo Group, Corrections Corporation of America, and CitizenSafe. CXW appeared to be the most efficient operator, but not by much. When you factored in construction and other fixed costs CitizenSafe Public Safety REIT was the lowest in operating expense.

He fired up his MacBook Air. The amount of information Mike collected was staggering. After an hour’s skimming he didn’t see conspiracy. He saw bad luck and bad timing. Mike had done most of the research himself. He had gone to various online services to download copies of title transfers on tracts of land back to the early nineteen twenties. He organized those into areas, north of Eureka, North-east of Redding, and the area around Weaverville.

Mike had copies of the report from the California EPA and the Federal EPA on numbers for the California Yew and studies of populations of the albino cave shrimp. There was a file dedicated to news stories on various environmental groups and their lobbying for a species to be included on the endangered species list. The list of organizations supporting placing said yew and shrimp on the endangered species list was staggering. Earth First, The Sierra Club, The American Arboreal Trust, The Druid Church of the Northwest, California Spelunkers, LLC, twelve different Native American Tribes, The Elvira Yody Memorial Environmental Trust and thirty-two more.

Sixty-eight individuals and organizations had filed friend of the court briefs in favor of the proposed prison prior to the eminent domain suit to take Mike’s land. The numbers on Mike’s side were thin. The Redding Chamber of Commerce and the McKinleyville Chamber fought a tough fight. The Humboldt County Construction Association spent $21,000 fighting for the project in the Eureka area.

Mike paid for independently audited surveys of the range and location of concentrations of the California Yew and the albino cave shrimp. He had spent $66,200 for his Shrimp survey and then another $77,000 on the Yew survey. Mike wanted no questions about the objectivity of the survey, so he set it up through a blind trust. Jack had to laugh when he saw the trust’s name. Forests Forever.

The conclusions were obvious. The California Yew was not a separate species, but simply a variety of the Pacific Yew. Mike went so far as to set up a tree farm to grow the Yew for Taxonal. In the file was a copy of the citation from the Forest Service for trying to domesticate a plant species that was on the endangered species list. Along with the copy of the citation were the reports from the farm manager, plant growth of seedlings, saplings, mature trees in various public groves, cross-referenced to nursery growth information on other similar species. The reports indicated there was no reason to include it on the endangered species list.

The tree had been on the list a long time. The shrimp was a newcomer, having just been placed on the list a few months after the three sites had been announced. Hmmm? He thought about Mike’s survey. The USFWS, or United States Fish and Wildlife Service, maintained the list for land and freshwater. He wondered if there was any way he could see their survey? Would it make a difference? Mike’s study, and it was a good study, according to the statistics, disagreed completely with the government version. His survey said albino cave shrimp were actually in 61 caves now, with numbers going up, not down.

He closed his eyes and let his mind wander. Mike was going about it wrong. He was trying to prove the prison should be built in another area. Mike had a model for success and didn’t see it. With a little work he could find a local plant or animal he could ‘prove’ endangered. Maybe a spoor! A cover environmental group, “Save the Trinity Spoor,” would be set up through a blind trust. Some anonymous contributions to other environmental groups, a few gifts to political campaigns, and the greens would tie the prison construction project up in litigation until Mike was cold in his grave.

“What are you grinning about?” Lee asked.

He told her. She rolled over on top of him, holding herself above him on locked arms. She lowered her mouth down on his before pulling back up to seeing distance. “You know for a man you have the most insidiously devious mind.”

She walked her mouth down his chest, leaving a trail of moisture that evaporated into the now cool room as goose bumps erupted. “Can you tell what I’m thinking right now?” she asked. Forty-five minutes later they went down to dinner.

Mike didn’t like the idea of using the green’s methods to stop the prison. He sat through Jack’s sales pitch, then pulled off his 49ers cap and rubbed his hand over his head and face hard enough to flush it red.

“I don’t know, Jack, seems like I’d be lying. Two wrongs don’t make a right.”

Mike had tried to present his information to the EPA. They rejected it, saying none of the studies were valid because the studies had been privately funded. One official finally responded to him, after he camped out in his waiting room for seven hours. The official said they would review the survey when funds became available, perhaps in as little as two to four years. Mike finally gave in and had his legal people ask for a temporary restraining order. His lawyers asked that any site improvement permits for the prison be blocked. They proposed that the court base its decision on his information showing flawed studies of the yew and shrimp. The TRO was denied.

Mike was frustrated, and rightfully. He fought strong stakeholders. The first was Citizen-Safe and that would probably have been enough. The prison would spin off at least $30 million in free cash flow. His next barrier was the bias of state and federal courts to look kindly on any environmentally motivated litigation. The most emotional support for the prison was from the people in and around Weaverville. The town had suffered through many booms and even more busts.

It started out as a logistics center in the gold rush in the 1850s. That didn’t last long. There had been another big boom with the building of the dam between 1938 and 1942. The next big phase was the timber industry that lasted until the late 1980s and then crashed. There was still logging going on, but it was a fraction of what it once was. In the logging days the population of the county had been higher and anybody who wanted a job could get one. Now there were less than fourteen thousand people in the county. The government quoted 11.3% unemployment, but the real number was nearer twenty-two percent. Government was already the biggest employer by far. The folks in the area asked themselves: What was wrong with taking a job building a prison or watching over the scum in it? Who could blame them?

“Mike, there is one other thing, and I’m sure you’ve seen it. The Yew has been on the list for a long, long time, but the shrimp is new. According to your survey, and the stats look good, the government numbers are way off. Maybe somebody tweaked the numbers a little?”

“I thought of that, Jack. I couldn’t find a way to get a copy of their survey. I can’t get the raw numbers, the statistics, anything. And, even if I could, what do I do?”

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ReKill A Thriller by John Cameron Chapter 9

Chapter 9

 

Mike sat straight up in his chair and looked into the eyes of one of the best men he knew. What wasn’t so obvious was that his good friend was also the most dangerous man he’d ever met. It gave him comfort to know Jack would have his back if he asked. Hell, even if he didn’t ask. Maybe his friend had finally found the right woman. Heather sure thought a lot of Lee, and his daughter was a very good judge of character.

“Five years ago the state of California decided it needed another prison in Northern California. The best site was just northeast of Redding and the second best just north of Eureka. The spot here in the Trinities ranked a distant third. The two much better locations washed out because of the Endangered Species Act.”

He looked down at the floor. He recited facts, thinking he probably sounded like a schoolboy who memorized an answer he didn’t agree with so he could pass an important test.

“Near Redding is out because of a tree, the Pacific Yew or Taxus Brevifolia. It is a species that is under tremendous pressure according to Americans for an Arboreal Future. Holistic healers use compotes from the tender inner bark of the Yew as part of a cancer treatment. The tree was never commercially grown because they said it was too full of pitch, too knotty, and too small for a standard mill. The herbalists, most of them avowed greens, because of their use of the Yew, are responsible for endangering the species.”

He looked up to make sure he still had their attention. “Congress passed a law a while back protecting the Yew so there would be a supply of Taxonal-the supposed anticancer compound in the tree. More research hasn’t confirmed the compound’s ability to fight cancer, but the tree was never taken off the list.”

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He took a sip of tea before he continued. “North of Eureka the site washed out because of the Albino Cave Shrimp whose numbers, according to the Sierra Club, had dropped to dangerously low levels.”

He spoke for a long time. It was a long time for anybody, but for him a long speech was three sentences. What he had to tell them wasn’t good. There had been Albino Cave Shrimp in forty-one caves in the area and the latest count said the number of caves with live shrimp was down to nineteen. Some naturalists maintained it wasn’t a species at all, not even a subspecies. They said its pigmentation was not true albinism caused by a lack of sunlight, but instead an inter-species variation caused by seepage of bleach into the groundwater. The bleach came from paper mills that recycled paper.

“My Trinity paradise will be destroyed. The construction will be bad enough, but that isn’t the end of it. This whole area will be crawling with prison guards, or ‘corrections officers’ as they are called.” He looked down at his feet.

AS Jack listened to Mike’s story, he thought about his friend. Mike wasn’t a whiner. He was a loner who, every once-in-a-while, needed to unload. Whether the environmentalist’s facts were right or wrong didn’t make any difference. It was about power. The greens had the lawyers, legislature, press, and courts on their side. The spotted owl thing had shown that. Even the environmentalists admitted the numbers were way off, but said it didn’t matter. The numbers were still dropping, but not because of man. Another owl was moving into their turf. The greens were sure the area needed to be saved from the logger’s saws. And the spotted owl was the excuse they needed to kill an industry.

When Mike was finished his eyes rested on the embers of the once crackling fire. His voice had gone rough and soft.

Jack asked. “What can we do to help?” With friends you offer to help. With close friends you help, whether they want it or not, but act as if they have a choice. Mike liked to sit and think about things. He was sure Mike had thought long and hard about what he might be able to do long before the invitation.

Mike said, “Mostly I want to get rid of this nagging feeling. This is too pat. I mean three sites and two of them get dropped because of the Endangered Species Act? Am I so close to this that I’m not seeing it right?”

“Let me ponder a while Mike. I think a bunch of businesses get blindsided by the Endangered Species Act. Let me check my sources, makes some calls.”

Mike nodded, smiled a smile that got nowhere near his eyes and reached for a book, their signal to go upstairs for a little snooze before dinner.

After they were in snuggle position under the quilt, Lee asked, “Is there anything we can do?”

 

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Mornings: Like a little new year every 24 hours

Many of us wait until the new year to make resolutions or changes in our lives.  Why wait? Why not have tomorrow be the start of your new life?  And, tomorrow starts with the morning.

Some people go to bed too late or burdened by troubled minds.   With that kind of start, it’s pretty much guaranteed you greet morning as the enemy.  The morning will start a day full of challenges you don’t want to face, full of tasks that make you cringe.   For people like this, the bed is their friend, and the floor a minefield their feet don’t want to touch.

For me, a morning is a present with the wrapping still on, full of possibility and promise, as perfect and unspoiled as anything you could want.  Morning, especially those few minutes soon after waking, are a time to create the day.  The day I create in my mind is unspoiled by anything.  This day is as exciting and productive as my ability to visualize and my will to work can make it.

Early mornings are full of quiet and empty of distraction.  Early mornings, even in the convection oven heat of a California Central Valley day, are cool. In the winter,  from my home on the American River, I can hear geese greeting the day.  In the summer, I hear the symphony of the frog chorus, silent only when I hear the screech of a red tailed hawk.

The morning is a mirror for the mind that greets it.  Those who see the morning as an enemy paint the morning so with the pictures in their minds.  Instead of a present with the wrapping still on, they see a booby trap, disguised as a new day. No matter what the picture of the day, the picture is our script.  It’s awfully hard to go off script.  Think of the morning as an opening act in the play that is your life.

Aristotle said, Well begun is half done

Prime your morning with a good night’s sleep.  Prime this sleep with a day that includes good work and activity.  Sometimes, when you are recovering from great effort or preparing for great effort, you need to rest.  Rest is doing something important: it is resting.

We all have internal rhythms.  Some people are not morning people and feel better staying up late and getting up late.  There is absolutely nothing wrong with that.  It simply is.  Just like there is nothing wrong with some people liking red and others liking blue.  If you are not a morning person, you can still use the time right after you wake up to script your day.

This time doesn’t have to be early.  Your morning can start at noon and still be your morning.

You don’t have to wait until a new year or a new month to start anew.  Start your new life tomorrow morning after a good night’s sleep.

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Quotes, Quips & Quick Tips for January 15, 2015

 

Quotes

Peter McWilliams

Be willing to be uncomfortable.  Get comfortable being uncomfortable.  It may get tough, but it’s a small price to pay for living a dream.  

Winston Churchill

Broadly speaking, short words are the best and the old words best of all. 

Teddy Roosevelt 

Nobody cares how much you know until they know how much you care 

Quick Tip on Effectiveness 

Every once in a while, examine things you do often as if you have never done them before.  Look at those things that you constantly do and ask yourself:

  1. If I had to explain why I do this in this way, justifying that it is the best possible way to do this, could I make a strong argument?
  2. Even if this is the best way to do this thing I am doing, is this thing a chore or a treat?
  3. If this thing that I am doing is a chore, what would happen if I just stopped doing it?
  4. If the answer is nothing, or not much, then stop doing this hated thing.
  5. If this thing must be done, is there someone else who can do this thing better than I, more quickly than I, with more enjoyment that I, or more cheaply than I?
  6. Is there someone who might love doing this thing who is doing something they hate and I love?  Could we trade?

Quip of the day 

Joh Cameron says, when someone is trying to be hurtful:

If I had feelings, they would be hurt.  

Actually I do have feelings. I am a softy and those feelings are maybe a molecule deep below the surface.  The reason my feelings are so hard for others to hurt is because my feelings are mine.  Nobody can you make you mad.  You make yourself mad because you were frustrated, or annoyed, or impatient and you didn’t deal with that feeling.  You let something, or made something turn into anger.

So, maybe your quip from John Cameron should be:

If I thought enough of you to let you affect my feelings, they might be hurt

Which is kind of mean spirited, but then again some people need to verbally slapped.  A little kinder version would be the one people use in the south.

Bless your heart 

More soon.  Thanks for reading.

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ReKill A New Thriller by John Cameron Chapter 8

       Chapter 8

Bad liked driving the Cadillac. Five years ago he knew he would die in prison. He knew it wouldn’t be from old age. He was a three-time loser and killed a man in prison. He’d nearly killed that fucking screw. Would have too if they hadn’t hit him with Tasers. Then they did what they did with their batons and boots. He was three months in the prison infirmary. Now he had a new face, beautiful teeth and was driving the fastest production sedan in the world into the fucking sticks.

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This trip should be easy. The old lady wanted her grand nephew to live. That wouldn’t be a problem. How did people live in places like this? Dave, as usual, was listening to his stupid fucking music, reading a book, stoned on reefer. Useless fuck. He didn’t say that out loud because no matter how bad he was, he knew Dave would have one of his knives out and gut him before he could choke him out. And now the fucker could see at night! Imagine that freak sneaking up on you in the dark.

David said, “Turn right at the next dirt road.”

Stupid fuck, Bad thought. He had the GPS right in front of him. He didn’t say anything and made the turn. The beautiful car bounced all over the place. He slowed down and made the turn. A cloud of dust followed him. He slowed even more as he got closer to the trailer. He knew the old lady had dogs. The waitress almost shit herself when they said they were going to visit the old woman. She begged them not to mess with the dogs. Bad knew the old lady needed her dogs, but he still wanted to kill them. When he was eleven, a fucking nigger set his dogs on him when he was beating his boy’s black ass. He’d killed his first dog that day and it felt good. Fucking freak Dave actually liked dogs. How could anybody like dogs?

So he would stay in the car. He stopped the car and honked. Dave looked over at him like he was stupid or something. The old lady came out after a while and told the dogs not to jump up on the car and to go on under the house. The dogs went under the house. He hoped the dogs hadn’t scratched the paint.

“What do you want?” she yelled out, balancing on the walker.

Dave yelled out, “I want to talk to you about how to keep Kenny alive and untouched in prison.”

The old woman sagged against the walker. Bad thought she was going to fall, but she didn’t. The dogs whined and ran up onto the porch, then started down toward the car. The woman whistled them back under the house. The old lady didn’t look so good. The boss would be pissed if she didn’t sign the papers.

Dave waited. The woman straightened and said, “Come on up.” Dave got out of the car slow, the papers in his left hand and his right hand resting casual like on his belt. Bad thought the fucker might have a knife in his belt and now he knew. He knew he had one in his sock and in a wrist sheath, the fucking freak.

Dave walked slowly up the steps. Bad switched the satellite radio to one of the comedy channels, turned the AC up and squeezed the rubber ball while he waited.

 

 

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ReKill A New Thriller by John Cameron: Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Warning: This book contains rough language and violent scenes.  The rough language is not gratuitous, nor are the violent scenes.  ReKill is the second book in the series that started with  ReWire

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Jack helped Mike build his house a few years back. He would fly in on a Friday night to land at the strip in Weaverville before the sun went down. Mike picked him up in his old Land Cruiser. They’d work until midnight or so under lights. He worked through the weekend to fly out Sunday evening.

It was a strange pleasure picking up a log two normal men couldn’t carry. He’d lift one end with a clean and walk under it. Then it was balance it on his heavily padded shoulder and power up the swaying plank to set the log down with hardly a bounce. Then it was match the chalk line, check and check again, pound the big spikes down with the sledge, check with the level, and then pound again. The days were hot and dry even under the canopy of pine and fir. When they had enough of the house built they strung tarps to keep off the worst of the sun. The only time they were really cool was in the deep shadow of the big oak.

Mike, knowing him well even then, invited him up to heal after a serious mistake in judgment. The exhausting effort had been the perfect thing at the right time to keep his body too tired to let his mind race away. He wondered how many laborers used brutally hard work as self-hypnosis, tiring themselves into non-thinking sleep. Eight weekends had been enough to see him through his rough patch. On the infrequent trips to visit Mike he felt like he had equity.

The house was three stories with a roof that was deeply pitched and shingled. The shingles looked like wood but wouldn’t burn even soaked in gasoline. The deep pitch to the roof wasn’t usually justified by the local snowfall, but it looked good among the rock outcroppings and trees. You really never knew about weather. Back in 1950 there was over 75 inches of snow one month and the winters were certainly colder now.

THE forests farthest from the settlements of men had an open almost landscaped look that felt healthier than the ones under man’s dominion. When John Muir walked through the Sierras in 1869 he wrote of their “inviting openness.” That openness was because fires burned out dead growth and underbrush. The same fires killed the Bark Beetles. Many forests in this area had the same landscaped look because it was nearly impossible to get firefighting resources in.

A little farther west were the tallest trees in the world. And south and east the most massive, but here were great trees too. Lodgepole Pine, Ponderosa Pine, White Fir, California Red Fir, and the occasional hardwood like a California Black Oak, or Valley Oak dotted the open forest that backed Mike’s house. A little farther down toward the river were Dog Wood, Quaking Aspens, and more Valley and Live oak. Where it opened out a little, there was Manzanita. The forest surrounding Mike’s house was mostly Ponderosa Pine.

Mike left everything in as close as he could and still be to code on fire. He didn’t worry about fire insurance because he self-insured. He didn’t trim back one particular tree, but instead moved the site for his house. He had fallen in love with an old Valley Oak. The tree was so big it felt like it should have a name like Treetopia or Oaklandia or some such. Jack climbed it and sat within twenty feet or so of the top most of a night, filling his mind with silly little ceremonies to keep from feeling. He asked Mike how tall the tree was.

Mike said, “There are a lot of things I don’t measure and this old tree is one of them. It’s just big and beautiful.”

He had to know how tall that tree was. Next time he climbed the tree he took a ball of string. The ball of string was one hundred feet long. Jack had thirty-one feet of string in his hand when the weight on the end touched the ground. He was maybe ten feet from the top. He walked around the tree, measuring it with that same piece of string. The tree was twenty-eight feet around. Mike brought in an arborist to care for that tree. The arborist guessed the tree was somewhere between 600 and 800 years old. The tree could have been around since the time Temujin became Genghis Khan.

AS he stepped out of the car he could barely hear the sounds of electric guitar, before the sound stopped and turned into the squealing streak that was Heather. He hadn’t seen Heather other than in pictures or in the background of the occasional videoconference in more than a year. She had turned from a little girl to a girl who would soon have to think about becoming a woman.

Heather let go of Lee long enough to say, “Hello Jack. Dad will be out in a minute.”

She turned back to her friend to continue machine-gun paced, pre-teen speech. He picked up every third word or so. Music and clothes seemed to be the major subject of talk. Apparently there was a boy named Todd who gave Heather a bad time at school. He breathed in the clean air scented with pine needles, pitch, and the musty smell of mildew in the near-permanent shade around the denser canopy of trees. As he walked toward the house, moving from deep shadow to dappled sunlight to open sunlight, temperature varied by twenty degrees.

Mike stepped on to the stoop and walked down the steps to greet them. Mike was only three inches shorter than his little bit over six feet so he could look straight into Mike’s steady brown eyes. His eyes were clear above a crooked nose left over from a long-ago amateur boxing career. His teeth were crooked too, and snowy white. His grin was as easy to come by as his words were hard to get.

Mike told him once he’d never broken the hundred sixty pound barrier. He was lean and strong from the miles he hiked through his beloved Trinities. The ubiquitous 49rs cap covered what was left of his gray-black hair. His hair thinned unevenly so he wore the cap. It was easy to forgive a man as good as Mike of one vanity. Besides, he didn’t require his friends to be perfect.

His left-handed grasp of Jack’s forearm was strong as he said, “Thanks for coming. Let’s get you settled.”

Lee laughed as he packed for the trip, telling him his paranoia was showing. He acted like he didn’t know what she meant. His bag was heavy with hiking boots, running shoes, cold-weather gear, work out clothes, and casual clothes. A long ago shrink said it was a carry-over from childhood’s scarcity mentality. Lee’s bag was half as big as his-a carry-over from a childhood of abundance.

The upstairs bedrooms opened onto a deck that looked down on the great room that was the living-sitting-family area. Each bedroom was a small suite with fireplace, bathroom, sitting area, and mini-kitchen. Mike liked the energy different people brought to his home. He was perfectly comfortable with the same guests needing solitude. The snap-crackle of the fire in their room kept away the chill of altitude and spring. The big bed, under the down comforter, called out nap, but they hung up, put away, and walked down stairs.

The great room was bright from the sun shining in the clear sky and warm from the fire in the big stone fireplace. The logs gifted them with a crackling pop. The flue drew well so there was only a hint of the happy making smell of wood smoke. The off-white, overstuffed couches and chairs curved around the hearth in a rough U. Mike poured cups of warming green tea. Heather went to her room to ‘do homework.’ Lee and Jack sat and enjoyed the quiet until silence filled the room.

“What’s up, Mike?”

“They are going to build a prison two miles from here; a big one. I live on a section of land I own that backs up to a fifteen thousand-acre Bureau of Land Management parcel. The rest of the land, except some riverfront, is private. My access road, the one you turned off on to this track, is the same one they’ll use for construction.”

 

 

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ReKill, A New Thriller By John Cameron: Chapter 6

ReKill Chapter 6

 

Warning: This book contains rough language and violent scenes.  The rough language is not gratuitous, nor are the violent scenes.  ReKill is the second book in the series that started with  ReWire

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The boss was not a happy man. His knee hurt more every day. The call to Karl Heyworth had been eight days ago. The boss’s little zoning problem wasn’t even on the docket for review. Either Karl didn’t believe him or he didn’t have the power he used to have. If Karl didn’t have the power, what did he need him for? He didn’t bother to make an appointment and didn’t bother to call. He had the driver park in the handicapped space. The car had a placard. He was handicapped. He was even more handicapped by his unwillingness to let fucking cripples get all the good parking spaces.

He brought Harry with him. He didn’t particularly like Harry, but he had his uses. He was immensely, and freakishly strong. He was supposedly stronger than Bruce. That would be very strong indeed. Bruce and David awaited his instructions in Redding, or he would have taken Bruce with him. Harry might be bigger and stronger, but Bad had a palpable menace and ferocity. Most times simply having Bad stand next to him was enough.

He and Harry walked into the lobby, past security and to the elevators. The building was an altar to government excess. What did they need security for in a building that housed the zoning commission and the government toadies that handled the permit process? Why did they need with original art, commissioned especially for this building? What did they need marble for? Where were all the employees that were supposed to occupy the empty desks? What did all these people do?

By the time they made to Karl’s office, his knee was throbbing, his hemorrhoids were on fire and he was hungry. Mary looked up with a warm smile until she realized the identity of her unannounced visitors. The warm smile turned to a professional smile. She didn’t know enough to be afraid. He would change that one day soon, but not today.

The boss smiled and said, “Harry and I need to see, Karl. It’s an emergency.”

“I know he’s on a conference call. I’ll let him know you are here.”

She murmured into the phone, looked surprised at something she heard, stood and walked them into Karl’s office, leaving them with Karl and closing the door behind her.

“Mr. Smith, I am on a conference call I must get back to. It’s taking more time than I had expected…”

Karl stopped talking. Karl was not a big man. He was a runner. Ran on his lunch hour. Ran marathons. If it were a foot race Harry wouldn’t have had a chance. It wasn’t a footrace. Harry grabbed Karl by his head, one hand on each side, and lifted him off the ground. Harry gently placed him back down in his chair and flicked invisible lint off of the man’s clothes.

The boss tasted Karl’s fear and pain. It wasn’t the same as Kobe beef, but as good in its own way. Karl’s fear had a rich, savory taste, like a good stew. The fear was gone too quickly. He hadn’t enjoyed it as much as he would like, because he needed to stand. It would have been impossible to generate the fear he needed if Karl watched Harry help him in and out of a chair.

“I forgot to send you the picture of your daughter I told you about. Here it is. Sorry about Harry’s exuberance, he gets excited sometimes when he sees good friends, friends he knows will help us. You will help us won’t you, Karl? You want to take care of your friends, don’t you Karl?”

Karl’s fear was back stronger than ever. This time it had a smoky texture. The picture of his daughter created a stronger fear than when Harry picked him up by his head. The picture of his daughter was quite innocent. It was simply a picture of the girl running by herself in a cross-country race in an isolated spot. All the rest was in Karl’s head. The boss hadn’t done anything to her. He hadn’t threatened to do anything to her. Yet, Karl’s mind made an implied threat very real. Why did people have children?

As they walked back to the car he thought about his mother. She had loved him so much. Father said their relationship was unhealthy. Father said a boy child his age shouldn’t sleep with his mother. He still remembered the way she smelled as they curled up in bed together. The scent of her perfume sometimes didn’t cover the little fishy smell she had when they cuddled. He missed her smell. That smell had gone away quickly when she fell down the stairs.

He remembered looking at her lying there with her head tilted so funny to the side. He had to laugh. She would have thought it was funny too, he was sure. She made choking noises, looking at him with big eyes. He tried to listen, but after a while he got bored and went to the library to look at books on anatomy to see if he could figure out what was wrong. When he came back her skin was a little cold and she had soiled herself.

When he told father what he had done, father had him see psychiatrists. After that, father locked his bedroom door at night.

 

 

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ReKill, A New Thriller By John Cameron, Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Warning: This book contains rough language and violent scenes.  The rough language is not gratuitous, nor are the violent scenes.  ReKill is the second book in the series that started with  ReWire

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Heather knew her dad asked Jack and Lee to come visit. She didn’t know what to make of Jack. She knew he was smart in that common sense way her dad was smart. He was way good looking but he didn’t act like he knew it. He always seemed a little sad. Her dad told her if she was ever in any kind of danger to get to him as fast as she could. Why would her dad say that? She knew he must be pretty cool or else how could he be with someone as cool as Lee? Lee was about the smartest, coolest woman she knew. She knew Lee was rich, ‘cause dad let it slip that her family owned shipping lines and banks and such. She and Dad were rich too even though her dad didn’t let it show much. He said he wanted her to have a normal life.

Darn it. She missed the fingering on the chord again. She wanted to be a great guitarist. There weren’t that many famous girl guitarists. Orianthi, Nancy Wilson. Bonnie Raitt, Lori Linstruth, Marnie Stern, Joan Jett and maybe ten more and that was it. She knew there were great girl guitarists who weren’t famous. She didn’t really need to be famous. She just wanted to be the best guitar-playing, great surgeon in the world. What was wrong with that?

She turned the amp down a touch and worked her version of Heart Shaped Box again. Why did so many musicians think they had to be crazy? Heather told her dad she wanted to be the best guitar-playing surgeon in the world. He asked,

“Do you have a plan to accomplish that? Both things are going to take a lot of time.”

She didn’t really have a plan. She had a dream. Then her dad gave her a book, Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell. Heather realized right away what Dad was trying to tell her. To be world class at anything took ten thousand hours. If she wanted to be world class at two things she might need twenty thousand hours. That was a lot of hours. Then he gave her another book called the Sports Gene. She understood. Her dad wanted her to have balanced information and make up her mind. She understood she might have native talent. Maybe she’d never be a great guitarist or a great surgeon. Maybe with the right genes and effort she could be great at both.

It was a hard to play with a bruised hand. She was lucky she hadn’t broken it. Dad would be pissed even though she was sure he would agree with what she did. Amber was a bitch. She had been a bitch when they were acquaintances. She had been a bitch when they were friends and she was even more of a bitch now they were enemies.

Amber called her dad a gimp. Said he didn’t care about the town. Said he was selfish and only thought of himself. She knew her dad was one of the most caring men she ever met. So Heather hit the bitch. Knocked her down. She smiled and went over the chords again and again.

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ReKill, A New Thriller by John Cameron, Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Warning: This book contains rough language and violent scenes.  The rough language is not gratuitous, nor are the violent scenes.  ReKill is the second book in the series that started with  ReWire

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“Penny for your thoughts,” Lee said. Their forced march into that frozen hell had matured her without taking her youth. They were just falling in love, or at least realizing they were in love, when his sister was nearly killed. At first it looked like a robbery gone bad. Then it looked like industrial sabotage and insider trading. They finally figure out what it really was and nearly lost their lives many times. They fought a plot by The Church of the Seven Sisters, with members and sympathizers everywhere, to cleanse the world of sinners. The shared struggle, facing death time and again, brought them even closer.

Lee wore her hair a little longer now. The doctors fixed the frostbite on her ear, but after her hair grew out, she decided she liked it a little longer and kept it that way. It was shiny, black hair he loved to bury his face in as he drank in her smell. Her eyes held him as if he was some night creature stunned by headlights. The gold flecks in the iris seemed to swim in the warm brown and move together, gathering light before they filmed over.

“Cut that out!” she said.

They didn’t wanted to analyze what they had. He thought that if they looked at what they had too closely, it would go away. They tried to find the words to describe what the other meant to them. They used the same phrase from a film they were surprised to find they both liked. They said it at the same time, having stayed up all night asking questions, making plans, telling their deepest thoughts, darkest shames and wildest hopes. He remembered sitting on the beach looking into her eyes, trying not to go blind from sand blown onshore.

“You complete me,” was the phrase they both used at the same time and then rolled laughing on the beach.

THEY picked a restaurant right on the Sacramento River for a late lunch. There were only ten or so other cars in the lot. A puff of wind carried a breath of smoke from the restaurant’s roof exhaust. Someone with a very sensitive nose might say the restaurant did not change their cooking oil often enough. They stood at the podium for a minute before anyone bothered to seat them. He asked twice before the hostess registered ‘table with a river view.’ The menu stuck to the tacky tabletop. His trousers caught on duct tape covering a tear on the upholstery of his chair. The waitress was indifferent, service was slow, and the food carried a little of the same taste he smelled walking in.

He had paid a heck of a lot more for worse meals and the view was great. He watched a man fly-fishing, hurrying the back cast, but real smooth on his delivery. The man netted what looked like a three-pound rainbow while they ate.

One of the railroads dumped a load of Metham Sodium into the Sacramento River in 1991. The ecologists said the river was essentially dead for a forty-five mile stretch. The naturalists talked about the decades it would take for the river to return to its ‘natural’ state. It certainly hadn’t taken decades. And, none of the naturalists had ever seen the river in its ‘natural state.’

Before the dams and levies, the river turned the Central Valley into a swamp in the spring before it turned into a desert in the summer. Long ago during the rainy season, the natives poled their dugouts from what is now Redding to Bakersfield. Most of the people who lived along the river now didn’t know. They thought the levied-in, dammed-up ditch was the river’s natural state.

After they turned off I-5 onto 299, Lee let the car run a little. The GTR was designed for racing, but she didn’t beat it up throwing it in and out of the too-tight turns that made parts of 299 so frustrating to drive. They made the straight run across the top of Whiskeytown Lake, looking down into its cold, cold blue. They followed the road up toward Buckhorn Summit, all the way to the junction just short of Douglas city and then turned toward Weaverville. She expertly asked the car to do what it was designed to do as he drifted into dreamland.

SEI CHUN! Sei Chun! Mo Lan! Sek si!God-Damn-it, God-Damn-it.” If she hadn’t been thinking about what she was going to do to her man that night, she would have seen the cop on the motorcycle. She pulled off at the first turnout she came to, luckily only a few hundred meters ahead. She turned on the emergency flashers, rolled her window down, turned off the ignition, and put the keys on the dash along with her license. Her man handed her the plastic folder containing insurance and registration. She placed the folder next to keys and license and put her hands on the wheel at ten and two.

She turned and said, “Do not say a word unless the policeman asks you a direct question. Try to look as if you are very ill in your stomach.”

He opened his mouth to say a word.

Officer Carson was cautious on the way to the car. Once she saw the obvious yuppie driving her man around in a car they probably hadn’t stolen, she relaxed-a little. Officer Carson had full lips, clear olive skin, eyes you couldn’t see behind the mirrored sun glasses, and an incongruous little grin showing toothpaste commercial teeth.

Lee handed over the license and the rest and said, “So sorry I was speeding officer. I know you must check everything, but hurry please? We stopped for food at wrong place in Redding. I told him to stay with something safe, but no. He orders fish! Now he is very sick. We already stopped twice by side of road.”

He bent forward at the waist. She thought he was trying for the stoic look of a strong man trying to hide extreme illness. Officer Carson checked everything quickly and carefully. Then the cop said, with one of the strong northeastern American accents she had trouble with, “Your next place with a bathroom and supplies is Mike’s, about six miles ahead. Buy some Imodium AD for him. You were only nine over the limit in a very good vehicle so I’m not going to ticket you today. But. Don’t even let me catch you speeding in my patch again.”

“Thank you officer,” she said with a smile she made warm and subservient at the same time, started the car, signaled, turned her head to look, and pulled out smartly. She was very pleased to beat the ticket, as it was a game really, but more pleased she wouldn’t have to waste time with the after-effects of a ticket.

HE thought about the conflict. Was it okay to lie to avoid punishment for breaking a stupid rule? Who decided what constituted a stupid rule and when it was okay to break it and when it wasn’t? Speed limits were an arbitrary joke ostensibly designed for public safety. It made no sense to have the same speed limit for a superbly maintained, performance car driven by a professionally trained, young driver, and a seventy-five year old driver in a forty year-old pickup. He felt much better after rationalizing speed limits into big brother’s bureaucrats holding capitalists down.

“When I saw it was a woman cop I thought you were a goner. How did you know your little con would work?”

“I was finishing my Master’s, visiting a friend in Sacramento. She was a medical student at UC Davis and used to study in a coffee house called Temple. I overheard a guy trying to impress a girl. He told her his brother was a cop in Davis. The only time cop brother let anyone off for speeding was if they were in labor or had to get to the bathroom before they soiled themselves. The last time I tried this, it did not work.”

Highway 299 was scenic and well maintained. There were logging trucks, but nothing compared to what it had been like thirty years ago. The spotted owl and foreign lumber took care of that. The mountains were shorter than the Sierra and, because of the lack of skiing and smaller gambling, a lot less traveled. They turned off 299 into Weaverville.

The last time he drove through the town quite a few of the places were boarded up. Most of the lumber mills in the area were still now. A few of them had been disassembled and sold. Some had been sold for scrap. Two of the mills were bartered, including the one he and his partners in DealMaker sent to Siberia. The logging industry in the area was making a little comeback. The town itself was focused more on eco-tourism now, with some light manufacturing and a couple of smaller back office operations.

Loggers had always been proud, independent, and distrustful of government. Most of the people he saw on the streets now didn’t fit that mold. The town was in danger of becoming a parody of itself, with the little houses along the main turned into real estate or law offices and touristy type stores. There were a couple of tiny restaurants, a combination smoothie bar and antique store, and next to it, a little gym. There was another antique store, used books, a rock shop, and a sporting goods store. They drove slowly through town and then turned onto county road 27.

The county road was well maintained except for the occasional giant pothole logging trucks tend to create. The drive was pretty with occasional park-like patches where the forest had been clear-cut. That was before loggers figured out a clear cut close to a watershed destroyed future wood crops. Now they used checkerboard cuts. These cut down on fire danger, still left the forests connected for critters and didn’t hurt the watershed. The road turned gently enough for logging trucks for another six miles. They turned on two different roads, one that wasn’t on their GPS before they finally turned off the BLM road for the four-tenths mile trip up Mike’s drive to his house.

 

 

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